when you're too in love to let go.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

i have this feeling inside me that i've ruined my whole life,

ruined hers,

and i'm about to ruin yours.

torn5:15 AM

and i have a whole load of people to thank for making my 17th birthday a pretty good one.

thank you alfred, for bringing me ham sandwich early in the morning, for the dinner that was oh so lovely i still miss the prawn.

thank you edlyn, for the outing today, and for the 3 windmills, garfield toy, playdoh, different coloured ipod socks, and the million straw hearts you folded. it was v touching.

thank you lynette, alex, cheryl, annie and angela, for the flowers you guys gave me, it was really pretty and i love it.

thank you alex, sam, edlyn, alfred, pearline, wanxin, adeline, wilberg, huiqi, regina, eileen, yenleng, genevieve, annie for the lovely birthday msgs that left me to sleep with a smile.

thank you fony, zhuoying, clarisse, jamil, elaine, sam for the friendster testimonials.

thank you kelvin, laurel, angela, for choosing msn to wish me happy birthday.

thank you mum and dad, for the bag, the shirt and the angbao.

thank you dear sis, for your card.

thank you ivan, for the lovely 'eunice' frame.

thank you everyone who made my 17th birthday a good one.

torn5:00 AM

Friday, September 29, 2006

today, i'm in love :)

torn8:38 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

today, he was really silly cos he found out from pie i was v cold during lecture and he ran out to buy me hot milo. i got a bit shy when he passed it to me cos half the class saw, and victor went, eunice, share leh share leh.

but it was damn nice!

and anyway, in about 3 hours time, i'll be meeting him for dinnerrrr! :D

torn1:24 AM

Monday, September 25, 2006

last night was the most special night i had in a long time.

and i thank you, wong ming yew, for making it happen.

we'll always remember last night :)

torn6:04 AM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

my favourite friend is leaving for australia by the end of this month,

can someone just tell me what to do?

torn3:52 AM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

i find it v heartwarming when i told him i vomitted twice last night and he went

"is there any 24hr doc near you? i'll take a cab down now and bring you there. just wait for a while, and have you told your mum you're not feeling well?"

i guess it was the offering to come down and bring me to the doctor that touched me. he didn't mind the fact that he lived at yewtee and its so far from here.

thank you v much.

torn9:00 PM

i know i'm becoming some emo freak here, but i was looking at the past friendster testimonials and i found this,

"Today. the day where i write my first testimonial to u. The day where i want more days with u involved to keep coming"

its only a part of the long testimonial that he wrote for me, but it was touching that i think i teared. 's been so long, we've come quite far, he's been v sweet, we've shared our laughters (no tears yet, thankgod!), we've matured, i'm falling a bit deeper each time etc.

and then i went to my previous blog and look at the entries.

i remember how i know him, the day i shouted his name in front of the lecture hall.
" can't believe what i did today right outside the lecture threate. yl's entire class will probably know me now la its really paiseh. shall not say. " -June 01
guess it was really embarrassing, but i did it, and i remember regretting quite a lot. nonetheless, it was that shout that brought us to know each other's presence, so i guess its a blessing in disguise, and i'm pretty thankful for that.

i remember how he made yenleng introduce me to him.
"sorry yl, i'm not going school today, so can't pass your stuff to you and oh ya can't meet eunice. tell her on thurs ok? sorry." -June 27
"and after that during fom, yl passed me this note from alfred. HAHAHA i could bloody die laughing cos its the so called plan la. "hi my name is alfred ______, i'm ___cm, ___ kg...... i would like to know more about you so add me on msn (_____) thanks." HAHAHA." -July 06
it took quite a long while before we actually got to know each other, before we talk online and finally exchanged numbers. and i still remember occasionally mocking him that he's way of introduction is oldschool.

i love his wit,
"i can't make it on sat, got a date with my hot boyfriendS!"
"hot dates? so how about a cool date with me?" -July 13
that never fails to make me lol.

i remember the day he passed me the lucky star.
"today alfred gave me a lucky star, which he spent an hour and many attempts to complete. haha so cute, it was suppose to help for my accounts, but nah, accounts was crappp." -July 18
i sort of spoilt it a few days later and got pretty freaked out, but thank god it found its shape back.

i remember the day he took 15mins away from msn to draw me a picture.
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it was really cute, the picture of me and lipton, and i really like it.

i remember the day he passed me the second gift.
"alfred gave me a meimei note, 3ply tissue and a pack of candy today, cos apparently i cried so hard yesterday haha." -August 01
the sweets were expired, but i just ate it. the meimei note was really cute, and it was quite sweet i thought.

i remember my first blog post for him.
"i like the way you always remembers
i like the way you ask how i was when i'm ill, and does it the way nobody else does
i like the way you msg me to tell me you'll be online late cos you've got stjohn's meeting
i like the way you overcome shyness to pass me stuff
i like the way you put what i wrote for you on your dp
i like the way i see you from far (and near, of cos)
i like the way i didn't mind eating your sweets despite that the wrapped imprinted 2003/03/26
i like you the way you are" -August 03
guess i was really touched by him already.

then came the second blog post for him.
"i'm so touched you filmed the fireworks for me last night.
i'm so touched you dled so many softwares just so that you can compile a video for me.
i'm so touched you always remembers when i fall ill
and always ask about me.
i'm so touched you care to make me smile when i cry like a baby.
i'm so touched you took efforts to draw stuff for me.
i'm so touched you always will tell me, should you be very busy.
i'm so touched you're so understanding.
i'm so touched you always go according to me, despite all much displeasure you secretly hide.
i'm so touched god let me meet you." -August 09

and finally the third.
"today,
i want to thank you for taking my comment about needing a1 cd so seriously
and actually look for it for me.
i want to thank you for taking your time to learn to fold paper roses
and give them to me to wish me good luck.
i want to thank you for having faith in me
and making me feel better that i definitely won't fail econs.
i want to thank you for saying goodnight to me
and telling me its very precious cos your parents don't even get it.
i want to thank you for sacrificing econs study time
and help me get what i told you i need, only the day before.
i want to thank you for filling me in your minds
and for everything you've done that i've yet to thank you.
i know i can never thank you enough." -August 25

i remember the day he first called me.
"alfred called to tell me about his changER story! :D haha it was damn funny even alex was talking about it." -September 01
cos i really bored at startrek and you called to tell me about your job and made me laugh.

i remember the day he sent his first email to me.
"i came online to read the email he sent me.when i opened it, the words were written in font tahoma. and certain alphabets were enlarged and bolded. and when you put those alphabets tgt, it states i like you. " -September 01
it actually left me a bit shocked.

i remember our first lunch together at jack's place.
"on weds, alfred and i had our first lunch tgt.. haha it was quite funny cos he kept cracking jokes and praising himself to dismiss awkwardness. and what's with wanting to ask the auntie for a candle? haha :D" -September 14
it was a wee bit awkward, but a good start.

i remember the day you asked me to go for your class bbq, and you were so excited about it when you know i was going.

and finally, i remember today, we had our first breakfast tgt at macs.

thank you so much, thank you for creating a beautiful memory for me. many more good times ahead!

torn5:45 AM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

so, guess i should just forget about everything for the time being, and create a memory.

anyway, yesterday was spent at the zoo.

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let's take a walk down memory lane.

there are somemore pics, but i'm really lazy to upload haha.

its our class steamboat later to celebrate our birthdays. bye kiddos :D

torn11:14 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

in just one day, everything is so screwed up i even thought of ending my fucked up life.

please don't ask me about it again.

torn6:20 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

haha, i find it funny i'm online at this weirdo hour. guess what? (what?) i'm over at kitty's house now, talking online. the chalet was quite alright. khim's a nice GUY. yes, guy. haha i find it weird msging wanxin cos its just, erm, funny? like really weird to see wanxin's name on my own phone. everyone's like nice meeting you eunice, so i was busy going, same here! haha.

ok, can you see i'm typing rubbish right now? bingo, cos its just godly hours and i'm here. my eyes are not closing yet, but my brain needs a rest, so goodnight kiddos :D

torn9:21 AM

Monday, September 18, 2006

i just packed my bag, and all set to go for alfred & yenleng's class bbq! yay. haha. hopefully i'll just forget everything and be happy for once :D

torn9:18 PM

guess we weren't as happy as we looked.

torn6:47 AM

Friday, September 15, 2006

i'm feeling LIGHTER today, yay :D
~~now i can very happily go out with him! haha.~~

peektures from yesterday!

that's my fav elmo! :D

i forced her to fall in love with cookie haha!

no, i'm not trying to act like some retard here.
i just wanted to try to take myself on the horse again. :D

there's suppose to be horse, but someone's fat face covered it haha!

me : what's your ambition?
her : i want to be a firemannnn!
me : really? i wanted to be a contractor, like you know, PCK?

HAHAHA.

and finally, small kid, when we were leaving toysrus.

torn11:50 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

i want :

1. fred perry bag

2. speakers for the nano

3. topshop top

4. the retro purse

5. tinkerbell!

6. new shoesss

7. whatever anything i also don't know. haha.

buy me any of these and i'll be your best friend.

hahaha.

ok whatever.

torn8:12 PM

the past few days were quite normal.

today edlyn&i decided to pop by the arcade to have more fun. and we had ben&jerry's (or ben's&jerry. ahaha wtf.)

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retarded kids do this.

dinner was nice! :D

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and the rest of the day.

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the good student.

the picture of me wanting to be an airstewardess is too retarded. haha.

on weds, alfred and i had our first lunch tgt.. haha it was quite funny cos he kept cracking jokes and praising himself to dismiss awkwardness. and what's with wanting to ask the auntie for a candle? haha :D

torn6:20 AM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

what if, just what if, all these while you never stopped loving her?

torn8:17 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006

today, blackman&fairlady went to ikea! we had nice hotdoggggs!

blackman is trying to hide in this pic. (ass.)

and after that, we popped by the arcade (saw may!) and playyyed. can't help it but laugh cos fairlady won blackman in basketball, car racing, air hockey, bowling. and that's all both of us played! haha. :D in the end, we got our bambis and dumbos.

took our first cab ride tgt! haha.

blackman acts emo! haha. :D

it was a fun fun fun day! :)

torn7:29 AM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

maybe i just can't forget that she had such a great impact in your life that time. its a bit of a hard task to completely forget about her. and last night, you reminded me of him. and i thought of those happy times we had during camp, and how we always wanted to say hello to each other but never. so much so much.

i'm here! cos i have nothing better to do. woke up cos i had a stomache and couldn't fall back to sleep! haha. ikea later for hotdog and meatball. and i'm so going to thrash you for carracing :D ok, i'm bored, so i'm blogging about this lifeless life i'm leading.

thankyou.

goodbye world.

torn5:01 PM

in the past 2 days,
1. i caught two shows :)
2. i held your hand
3. i argued with the woman i love the most
4. i loved you
5. and still am.
6. i wanted so much to see a picture with both of us in it
7. i made a card for you
8. i talked to you till late

IKEA TMRRRRRRR. blackman&fairlady.

torn5:04 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006

"if someday you fall in love with someone else, i'll tell him not to bully you, and to buy you mentos everyday cos you like it."

i love you for being the sweetest little thing that happened to me. :)

torn6:55 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

You know that when you smile.

You stop the rain and we will be together.

Once again.

torn10:55 PM

impromptu decision to meet edlyn for a show. turned out to be pretty funn! :D saw huixian at yishun and we kept disturbing her. haha.

had our dinner at the hawker centre (our basement3 place!). the bus ride was pretty fun cos i kept disturbing her with my ipod mirror thing. and i took a mil photos using the mirror. and she's so disturbed! haha. :D will post it when she sent it overrrr!

and from yesterday :

and this being my favvvv photo!

torn6:30 AM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

its a weds morning, like a great day to go out and have fun, and i'm online, with absolutely nothing planned for the day (and the next)

yesterday was our class bbq, and it started out pretty boring. haha, enough said. took quite a number of photos but who's going to send it to me hmpfh haha. victor send me home last night cos it was already very late. so paiseh cos after that he had to walk home. my mum was so cute, cos when she saw victor, she went "omg, you should have told me victor was sending you! i should have changed to something nicer. she must be thinking why is your mum (insert negative comment) now la, haiyo."

haha.

mon was spent with samm down town. marina, far east. i love toysrus :D so funnnnn. haha elmo my husbanddddd. someone's cockeyed cos cookie monster's her husband. haha wth you have to keep earning to feed your fat and greedy husband. haha after that i took a bus down to meet edlyn for dinnerrr :D

torn8:37 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

ATTENTIONNNN :D

guess it might be good for a brand new start. life's been pretty much a bitch, so yeah, look on the bright side of life, eunice!

thank you.
god bless.

bye. haha.

torn6:19 AM